In other news, I'll TRY to update more. I worked 11pm-7am last night and I'm dying here. Goodnight, everyone <3

I haven't seen Jesse alone in so long. ._. Since liek.. Saturday.

I could've seen him today. I was off work at 4. But he's going to visit his brother because he broke his leg. It's selfish of me to be upset about it, but I'm very sad now. Like, I'm almost crying. o.O;; And he was trying to talk to me on msn and I hardly said anything. I probably won't even be able to see him tomorrow. Even though he doesn't work until 4pm and I start at 5pm. And I can't see him on Sunday because I work in the morning and he works at night.

Augh I feel like crap. It's so stupid of me to even think like this because I KNOW he loves me more than anything. I know I mean the world to him. But.. augh I'm so pissed off now. It's not as if his brother getting hurt is anything new. Jesse said it happens all the time. This sucks. Some weekend this is going to be.

Omgoodness, I definitely haven't posted here in forever and a half. I's sorry.

Just to let everyone, know. I'm not dead. I'm far from it. I dumped Eric and I have a new boyfriend named Jesse. =D

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I've been working on another ZI picture. Only SG knows the theme I've picked this time. X3 That means she's super-special! Yayy! And Stan's special, too! So far, I've drawn Lydia(Omg, she turned out über prettyful), Keir(I don't think I drew his hair right, but I've never been very good at drawing guys anyway.. ^^;;), Me(w00t!), Kathryn(I don't know if I got her hair right.. I hope I did.), Hollie(Omg, she looks so happy and adorable. XD), Oliver(Omg, he looks so pretty. XD And his hair's gonna be all shinyful when I colour it!), and Emma(Omg, her outfit is so special. XD). Here's the list of people I thought I'd be able to put in the picture (Crossed out if they're already done):

GR (Lydia)
LF (Keir)
DL (Oliver)
BAW (Kathryn)
PB (Hollie)
HT (Eric) - I've still got a plan forming for his picture
Emma (Emma)
KK (Kate) - Still trying to think of an outfit to put her in
SG (Leanne) - I've sketched out what I think she looks like
Zman
crazysjd89
Captin Mango

I don't know who else to put in there. I'm drawing each person seperately(Unless I want to draw them with somebody else ^_~), and putting it all together with Photoshop. So, space isn't really a problem. I can add as many people as will give me a description of themselves. So..

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